I know I haven't written in forever and it is impossible to put into one post the transformation and healing that has occurred in my heart this semester but I will be slowly adding parts of it to this blog as time permits. It's funny because I'm not talking to anyone except You haha and You already know everything that's been going on but I really want to write it all down because You are just too wonderful! :)
So this is super cheesy but this Valentine's Day I asked Jesus to be my valentine. Never before in my life have I desired so greatly to know him and be in love with him. When your primary focus is fully and truly to walk with God, life is fulfilling. There is meaning, there is purpose, there is hope. And it took a longggg time to get here and I'm nowhere near where I need to be but this is progress and I'm so excited to see what happens next.
This is what Valentines Day with Jesus looks like: all classes cancelled except dance/my favorite one, a carnation from the priest, a carnation from a friend, lunch with the cutest boy in the dorm, a text from Dad, a package from Mom, a valentine from a girl down the hall, a text reminding me "The Kind is enthralled with your beauty," a crayon heart, a FROG group interview, and a beautiful day. Not to mention an hour of fulfilling adoration and a wonderful daily mass service.
Thank You Jesus. You are by far the best valentine I have ever had and ever will have!
